Passing Through

Passing Through by Hala Alyan

Passing Through
My mother is calling at midnight again. I’ve lost her house. I wore it under a dress. I wore it six times into the new year. My mother wants to know if she should leave. Her father is dying, her father is Beirut and Akka and a single building in this world. I don’t know where the chickens go when it snows. I know he is dying. Yes. I know because he tells us: also the X-rays, the flesh sinking into his bones. Like what? A boat. A plank. My body displaces water from the bathtub. I colonize. I toss fish bones in the garden;… so many birds pecking at the stems. The building is on a mountain. Did I already say that? There’s a metal gate that rolls over each window. This is how we keep the moon out. Still, America got in. Still, there’s a sign with his name out front. I won’t tell you where it comes from. I won’t tell you what he sold for it.
Poet: Hala Alyan
Source: Guernica
Books: @AbeBooks

The building is on a mountain. Did I already say that?

Comments

vera said…
Really strong disorientation and loss
Rethabile said…
I have seen these distressed and distressing poems literally fly by, good and meaningful. This is one of the ones I couldn’t not share.